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Sleep Deprivation Is Not A Good ThingI went to bad way too late last night. But it was a neat evening nonetheless.
After having a wonderful discussion with The Lady in Green in the afternoon then a phone discussion until my Austin Celtic Association meeting, I left feeling quite stimulated. Had a great meeting with the ACA and then went out with a local Nagian, Stacy.
We had a few drinks, went to see Cluan across the street at Mother Egan's Irish Pub and then made it home just before midnight. And decided to screw around on the computer. Eventually, The Lady in Green came home and we chatted for a wee bit where it was decided we'd have to chill a bit.
It's great to meet strong women. Women who know when enough is enough. Women who take care of themselves. Because admittedly, I've been a bit neurotic recently. Certainly, I enjoy it and the time I spent chatting with The Lady in Green was very beneficial. It was nice to meet someone who shares similar values, and she helped get me out of the pathetic view of just wanting to bang every girl I meet. Yes, I know it's shallow. But that's how I was feeling after my fiancee and I broke up. So I was pleased to meet The Lady in Green and no doubt, this will help our friendship to grow a wee bit more respectably.
No, I'm not one to rush into things... What's that song from Camelot?The Seven Deadly VirtuesThe seven deadly virtues those gastly little traps
Oh no, my liege they were not meant for me.
The seven deadly virtues were meant for other chaps
Who love a life of failure and unwee.
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I always love to rush in where angels fear to go.
Well you get the idea. Nevertheless, I moved wayyy too fast with my Ex, and I guess this was moving too fast too. So thank you, Naomi.The Star Struck PhenomenaBut it raises some interesting questions really. Stacy and I talked a wee bit about this last night.
Admittedly, one thing I like about playing music is the attention I get. I never got much growing up. Especially from women. I was never considered sexy, handsome. Maybe cute. But that's about it. I was nerd. And I'm cool with that, but I've learned that there's something different that happens when you perform on stage. People treat with more respect that perhaps you deserve. Awe and reverence. It's kinda silly really, but I'm guilty of it too.
Take my meeting with Patrice Pike on Monday. It was tough chatting with her, and she's only a local celebrity. Heck, take Dragon*Con for instance. That was a prime example. The only person I really felt easy approaching was the guy who played Boba Fett. There were stars there who I didn't even know and yet I felt somewhat intimidated...awestruck.
Meanwhile, we're just a couple'a bards. Nothing special in the grand scheme of things. We play some music that some people really like. But we're only human. Yet, people still put us on a pedestal.
It was really bizarre when one of our close friends announced she had a crush on Andrew. Kinda blew him out of the water. Me too. I mean, we're just friends. Yes, I think Andrew has a lot of charm. But he's not ALL that. Nor am I, but I feel the reprecussions too.
Not that I'm complaining. If anything it makes me happier, because I'm shy enough as it is. Too often, I put women on a pedestal. And doing that I find it nearly impossible to talk to them. The music helps in that respect. At least we're both up there. And can enjoy the view together. And thanks to that I can get a date now much easier than when I was a nerd.
But it also imbues certain powers and therefore responsiblities. And thanks to the three days with The Lady in Green, I feel a little bit more able to be in control. Dating A Broken BardThe other big thing I feel I got out of this, and even last night's "date" with Stacy is I really need to spend some time with me. I think I'll have to limit myself to one date a week. I'm actually going out with another Nagian tonight to the new Austin Powers movie. I figured I wanted to meet do a lot of dating and I am. But I also need to date myself a lot (boy, that sounds twisted).
Funny thing is, I just found out that my Ex's new beau broke things off with her last night too. Which is good for her. I think she's not been spending enough time with herself too. But that doesn't mean I expect anything. I'm pleased to feel that our friendship is flourishing. And I know it always will. We are "kindred spirits" which doesn't necessarily mean that we have to marry and live happily ever after. But it does mean that we will will grow together, though apart. Oh, Ye Gotta Have FaithIt was really nice chatting with Stacy last night. I used to wish I could hang out with more of our fans (female in particular;) when I was dating my Ex, and last night was a pleasant introduction to that.
Stacy, it seems to me, is one of those strong females. She knows what she wants, and she's adamant in her beliefs. I admire and respect that greatly. Course we have different faiths. I am a Christian and she's a Celtic Pagan.
I've met a lot of pagans since we started playing music. And it kinda baffles me a wee bit. I'm learning a lot. Everything from being persecuted to being lumped with Satanists. Fortunately, I'm very open to accepting others, because I've met many kind and wonderful pagans. And it is a shame that anyone would condemn and judge them for their beliefs.
In college, I was a member of United Campus Ministry. And it was fun to say that UCM was one of the most diverse Christian organizations on campus. We even had a Moonie.
But what was really great is that we took the time to experience some other beliefs. Visited a Jewish Synagogue. Had Muslim speakers. No, can't say we ever went to a Pagan ceremony, but we were open and accepting. And I learned a lot from the UCM to be open-minded, and I think it's something everyone should do.
Don't judge someone for their beliefs. If you must judge them, judge them on their character.
Now that doesn't mean you have to marry them. I'm not sure I could really ever have a relationship with a pagan, other than as a friend. It's too conflicting with my personal beliefs. But I am more than happy to enjoy their friendship. And I look forward to Stacy's.
Well, I guess it's time for another poem I wrote last weekend. Inspired by The Lady in Green. I guess it makes a pleasant conclusion to this week's romance.The Kissing CardThe Lady in Green looked up from her thoughts.
I could see a smile
And it warmed my heart.
The Lady in Green stood up to walk away.
My heart went a-flutter.
What should I say?
M'Lady, will you tell me your name?
M'Lady in Green,
Would you share with me your name.
The Lady in Green drew forth a card.
A card for a kiss.
A kiss for a bard.
The Lady in Green had the warmest lips.
My knees began to quiver.
As we shared that sweet kiss.
Then came an idea from somewhere inside.
I returned the card.
The ensuing kiss left me tongue-tied.
The Lady in Green left without a word.
A muse for my mind.
Wings for this songbird.Poem from Morrigan CerridwenWell, I got a beautiful poem today from a friend. For those (like me), who are clueless about paganism, here's some facts that came with the poem:
"Canola is the Irish goddess that first created the harp after hearing the wind blow through whale bones that had dried out on the shore. Dagda is kinda like the equivalent of Zeus (not quite but you get the idea) He created a harp that is played to change the seasons O'Carolyn you have probably heard of. He was known as the "Last Harper" when he died all of Ireland quite fighting everyone united for 3 days for his wake & to honor him. Ai pronounced aw was a celebrated bard."Marc GunnCanola blesses her son Marc
Who plays upon her sacred harp
His gentle hands they impart
Music that dances within the heart
The Dagda's son noble & bold
With his harp he alters the seasons of your soul
From the suns warm kisses to the dark winds cold
Sometimes even painting, with music, the sunsets glow
Imbued with the talents of O'Carolan & Ai
Overflowing with majestic songs
His fingers light, his passion long
His heart true & strong
An endearing smile
A dragons whimsical guile
He chases away life's trials
Pulling him to you all the while
If you've got something to share, please send it to me, I'd love to read it and possibly even post it.
Posted by Marc Gunn on Thursday, November 14, 2002 |
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